I'm happy.
And you make me cry.
I'm happy.
And you make me cry again.
It still goes on ...
It seems like you
don't want me to be happy at all.
One day, very soon,
I'll make you cry, forever...
And then, I'll become happy, forever.
So beware! I feel the day is not so far.
Tuesday, June 30, 2009
Thursday, June 25, 2009
Sunday, June 21, 2009
Thursday, June 18, 2009
Don't give me that sarcastic smile !
I know you are smiling or
even laughing at me now.
I've to admit.
I'm a fool that
I've fallen in love !
You told me once.
"You don't even know me!"
You have only seen
that side of love.
Knowing each other well
and then falling in love
or rather entering a pact of love.
But there's another side to love.
And that's why it's widely known as
'falling in love.'
But you would never know that
because you have never 'fallen in love'!
I know you are smiling or
even laughing at me now.
I've to admit.
I'm a fool that
I've fallen in love !
You told me once.
"You don't even know me!"
You have only seen
that side of love.
Knowing each other well
and then falling in love
or rather entering a pact of love.
But there's another side to love.
And that's why it's widely known as
'falling in love.'
But you would never know that
because you have never 'fallen in love'!
Wednesday, June 17, 2009
Tuesday, June 16, 2009
I never woke up next to you.
But I did.
I never shared a dessert with you.
But I did.
But I did.
I never shared a dessert with you.
But I did.
I never watched movies cuddling with you.
But I did.
I never went for long drives with you.
But I did.
I never did a million things with you.
But I did.
Yes. I did it all
in my secret thoughts.
I did it all in my secret world!
Monday, June 15, 2009
Sunday, June 14, 2009
Friday, June 12, 2009
Thursday, June 11, 2009
You are just a child.
You don’t know the
art of avoidance!
When your words
blocked your voice,
I realized it!
Do you remember?
I dint let you explain
for I knew, that would be hard for you.
If you don’t know how to avoid,
look at me, I will show you.
I’ve practiced it
for years, though I dint wish to.
It’s an art where you hurt yourself.
I’ve mastered it over the years!
You don’t know the
art of avoidance!
When your words
blocked your voice,
I realized it!
Do you remember?
I dint let you explain
for I knew, that would be hard for you.
If you don’t know how to avoid,
look at me, I will show you.
I’ve practiced it
for years, though I dint wish to.
It’s an art where you hurt yourself.
I’ve mastered it over the years!
It’s not easy, I’m telling you.
The art of Avoidance !!!
Some are very practical in life.
And some don’t know what it is!
It is said,
those who are practical
succeed in life, forgetting the past.
.
.
.
.
And those who are not,
fill their blogs with
childish cries and
despair filled words.
Big Deal!
The damage is done.
So why can’t I have the liberty
to fill my own blog.
Atleast, I don’t have to ask you.
And some don’t know what it is!
It is said,
those who are practical
succeed in life, forgetting the past.
.
.
.
.
And those who are not,
fill their blogs with
childish cries and
despair filled words.
Big Deal!
The damage is done.
So why can’t I have the liberty
to fill my own blog.
Atleast, I don’t have to ask you.
I pressed my nose
on the pillow to get your smell.
But in vain, reminiscing
the fragrance of your sweaty hair.
I pressed my hands
on my heart to suppress the grief.
But in vain, holding your
memories in myself.
I pressed my lips
on each other to hold my cries.
But in vain, sobbing
like a child on your rejection.
I became the culprit.
And you became the good boy.
Well, this had to happen
sooner or later !
on the pillow to get your smell.
But in vain, reminiscing
the fragrance of your sweaty hair.
I pressed my hands
on my heart to suppress the grief.
But in vain, holding your
memories in myself.
I pressed my lips
on each other to hold my cries.
But in vain, sobbing
like a child on your rejection.
I became the culprit.
And you became the good boy.
Well, this had to happen
sooner or later !
Tuesday, June 9, 2009
Thursday, June 4, 2009
I saw a bajaj scooter
passing by today.
A very rare sight on the
cobbled streets of Brussels.
A man with his daughter
was on it, her little hands
tightly around his waist.
My dad too, has a bajaj scooter.
The one in which I've had
a lot of incredible rides.
It is still there, parked
on a corner of my house.
Not used very often now.
When my new black car
took over the garage,
it silently wept, I guess.
But I still miss that bajaj scooter
and the rides with my dad,
tightly holding my hands
around his waist !!!
passing by today.
A very rare sight on the
cobbled streets of Brussels.
A man with his daughter
was on it, her little hands
tightly around his waist.
My dad too, has a bajaj scooter.
The one in which I've had
a lot of incredible rides.
It is still there, parked
on a corner of my house.
Not used very often now.
When my new black car
took over the garage,
it silently wept, I guess.
But I still miss that bajaj scooter
and the rides with my dad,
tightly holding my hands
around his waist !!!
Wednesday, June 3, 2009
I smiled looking
at his childlike face.
I simply smiled.
He asked me
why I was smiling?
I simply smiled again.
Why do you have
to ask me this everytime?
There are a million hidden
dreams and feelings in those smiles.
Those are things I'll never tell you ...
For I know, you are not mine.
So just see me smile
looking at your childlike face.
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